When I was a little girl, I loved going to visit my grandparents. Their garden to me was a very magical and safe place to be. When my grandfather mowed the lawn I used to make fairy rings out of all the grass fresh from the lawn mower, the smell was beautiful. I would sit in the middle of this sacred magical world, feeling safe & talking to the fairies…
Yet that world of safety quickly before its time “ripped” away, the pain of it I did not want to experience & so I detached from my body, in only a way that such an innocent spirit knows how.
From then on I did not feel part of this world, it was not the world I wanted to be in … I did not understand so many “human” ways, their ideas of what life was & love, the way they treated each other & the world. I did not fit into my body, its physical boundaries nor did I fit into the boxes placed around me. I was no longer free. It was not until I was much, much older & already seven years into living my journey “awake” that my healing led to the energies of my sacral & base chakras. I gradually after the layers of emotion were reviewed one by one & healed, began to accept my body, its shape & fill it, accepting my womanhood & as I did this I too began to accept my place in this world.
At last at the age of 35 I felt at home, here again, secure in my own self, one with this life & my surroundings.
That was when the delightful presence of the fairy realm re entered my life with all its glorious treasures & secrets of fun, play & wondeful childlike “peskiness.”
It was not merely a reconnection to the forgotten fairies but a reconnection opt a huge part of who I am … a spiritual being on this Earth plane. “Earth plane” being a very important word, for I could not be a “be-ing” unless I learnt to honour this world & allow Mother Earth’s warm embrace, dance with her graceful steps to the beat of her heart.
I was safe. I was content. I was home.
I believe I am not alone in my experiences, many have re awakened to their childhood abilities to see & talk with the fairy realm once commencing the healing of their “earthly” chakras. How else can we connect with the gifts of Nature & the Nature sprits if there is this “pull” to return to our Heavenly centres … & home.
Our feet must be firmly on the ground, yet with a delicious element of light & joy to all that we are & all that we do.
Fairies are not serious business *smile*